I've been trying to get out of town every weekend since the start of February. There are a few weekends that I did end up staying home. I have met like 2 new friends, hung out with these new friends... and just... you know stayed in contact. I also let some people go from my life. Only because I felt they didn't deserve to be treated like crap, by me. Yes, I am horrible person. I can clam up, be nice, get angry and just ignore anyone at any second. I suck. I'm still trying to work on myself though. I don't know if I can bring anyone else into my life right now.
I also colored my hair purple, and I don't know if its that, but I have been getting weird attention. A person who I had no contact with for the past 5 years sent a message last night. I didn't respond, because... I just don't want to deal with him. Another person, wants something more, but I am still just trying to get back to being me, the Karm-before-the-broken-relationship, one. I don't think I can even see myself in another relationship for a looooong time. I just want my heart to recover and be okay.
Family life is good. The boys are enjoying spending time with their father. I had a great few days just talking and catching up with him. We cleared up a lot of things... I just hope from here on out will be smooth sailing. I don't like when things get complicated. But it is nice to know that I have him on my corner and he is a phone call away if I need anything. It also did put things in prospective.
I also took my newphew, TK, to a concert this past weekend. It was nice and fun. He's been living in the Valley for the past 8 or so months. It was so good to spend time with him. I've missed our silly banters and talks. We're hoping to go to Denver for another concert this summer. I hope it all works out for us.
Eh... okay, I ran out of things to update or write... Oh, I am getting better at pool... (:
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